super ME,super DAISZ

sick.

2009-11-24T13:24:00.002+08:00

wheee...i soo miss blogging.. i've been very lazy to post and can't find a time to make a blog post here..i'm getting addicted to twitter.facebook. and at times in plurk.. i got so many updates about me..as of now,i'm super sick..i badly want to see someone, someone i cared much..yay!! but that someone's not here///i know this post will be a lame one..apologies?!! hope you'll accept it..

FACEBOOK updates
- i really don't like those people who just chat or PM me just to be bought in FFS...i sooo hate 'em!!
- i miss my NLTSGO friends..thanks to FB for giving me a chance to get in touch with them
- TAGGING. this morning, i was being tagged by a friend of mine..and i was like OMG!!! he's such a paparazzi..rofl..but those pics were a bit cute..yay!
- my aunt.she's always following me in FB,,my updates are a big thing to her but i still laloves her..

i don't want to be sick!!huhuhu..the feeling is not really good.. :((
boom boom POW!!
to beeee continued. :))

waiting.

2009-09-24T00:11:00.002+08:00

heeyah there my blogee..me again sharing my emotions to you, to YOU,my dearest reader.. i'm just making simple words complicated,ayt?ohkeeeey?

just minutes earlier, i got tons of things in my mind. i had a hectic a schedule for the day and i'm soo exhausted, in the morning we had out STEP Club oath taking, i went to my cousin to watch her contest, the hard thing is, the Main and Campus 2 of our school is quite far and you need to ride a tricycle,the fare is not that big but it's CRISIS nowadays..*sigh..i went home and ate my beloved lunch, had my 1st post for today and checked my e-mail then i went back to school and they told me that i'm included in the Jazz Chant, then Czeska told me to go with her in the Principal's office and yay! all our planned activities were APPROVED..sankyuuu ma'am!!xoxo..then we went to teh campus2 again and had our practice..hffff..i guess that was near 5p.m when we were allowed to go home,time's running very fast and i was cramming, coz by 5:30 i have my Balagtasan practice,..i went home,had my dinner,went to my Mom and uhhmm..went to Mrs.Cuevas house..she has many many dogs,,TARA is the cutest of them all..wheee..as in!! then....our practice was over around 6:45 and i walked to the capitol for our practice but i was tooo early, i decided to go to an internet cafe and had a 30 min.,break..then...rigid practice.pheeew...i enjoyed it!! 9:45, we were released...freeeedom!!

the things above are what we know as FEELERs,i mean FILLERS... should i congratulate myself or pity myself most? it's natural to feel jealousy in us but my heart is damn hurt, forreals.. in our dialect,it's "selosa" and i'm one of those girls.. the crazy thing is "daisz, HE'S far far far away from you".. maybe, i'm just over reacting on things that's why i'm trapped in this situation nao..*cries AGAIN.. another thing is, why are people getting SNOB?day by day?! distance is already keeping us away and yet communication is also lost..oh,,pooor me!! it's hard to move on..and though i keep on pretending that "hey,i'm fine,i'm doing great" but deep inside, i'm broken.. and that's a sh^t..i keep telling myself, "you don't have to care much" but i can't avoid it..is this the price that i must pay? or i must say "KARMA's a BITCH"..hmmmf.. these social networks keep on hurting me,bwahaha..just kidding..but in some aspects, whenever i visit his page, things are running on my mind..

and oh another thing..i feel very clumsy and i am very clumsy earlier...i deleted my BOOKMARK page in my PC..that's sooo @#%^%&$%&$&$!!! what the heck am I thinking at that time?*cries..

meet SUPER DAISZ

2009-09-23T12:49:00.002+08:00

just don't know why, for the past few days after the storm in my life came. i love the word SUPER and adding some spice name DAISZ, now it's SUPER DAISZ. dude, i'm not a super hero but i can be your hero.chos!! just forget about the financial stuffs,ayt? tralala..looks like i'm back to the old me,,the ever jolly and GAY DAISY..daisz i mean.. you know, i'm totally random now.. i'm not as moody as before,,trying to control mahself..

earlier, we had an oathtaking in the Main Campus inside the Principal's office and I was liek bringing my SSG i.d that needs the sign of the School Head, after the said activity,out of nowhere,though i was a bit afraid and shy, I approached her. I was even rehearsing in my mind what to say and voila! without any questions, she signed it!! yehey!!..not a big deal though but i'm just happy..

another thing is, i must tell my Mom that "Ma, I went to the Optical Center last last super month and my eyes has already grade"..that was liek .25 and i badly want to wear glasses..yahooooo!! what a "yahoooo", it means that my internet usage will be lessen but it's fine..

my schedule now? oh em gee, quite hectic. my fave word for this post is "i was liek"...bwahaha..earlier, Czeska let me sign tons and tons of papers, please don't kill me!! well, those signatures are for the environmental activities that we will be making next month..i'm soOo excited,, planting trees, cleaning the beach..wheeeee..and oh!! we're planning for a TEENAGER thing seminar next month and it's on a Saturday, a week before the SEm break..that's awesome!! super duper awesome,, like WAAAAAH!! we can rest in peace for a week, that's if we'll not be given requirements..oh! life of a student..another thing is, i hope and i pray that our Balagtasan will pursue next Tuesday in Zamboanga City..i'm excited to meet new friends but i'm not ready to be NOSTALGIC AGAIN..tralalala

and oh!! i miss my BFF ODessa, where are you?!!*cries..

i'm kinda addicted to the song EH EH by lady gaga,,cute song!!wheee..what more?uhmmm...i guess, i need to PUBLISH this and go to school though we don't have classes...ciao for now!!
xoxo

love,
SUPER DAISZ

Is This Life?

2009-09-19T08:43:00.003+08:00

For the past few days, life for me is liek "hell". I can't blame anyone but ME. Everything's messed up like, IS THIS FORREALS?!! I'm a good adviser but I can't even give myself an advice. Now, almost everyone knows what's going on with me and it sucks! IM TIRED. TOTALLY. Thanks to Gian for giving me some inspirational words. When I came back from Baguio, suddenly, the world turned it's back on me. PAY BACK TIME?! rarara.

NOSTALGIA. My current status, this is what I hate most!! Reminiscing the past, that could change everything!! Damn. Well, so what happened to my friends in NLTSGO after that training? BACK TO NORMAL. Texting and internet are the sources of communication. Some of them somewhat confessed something. Others are just making a game which I know I don't want to play. The others are teasing me, while others just send their -GM- everyday. That's life.

This is a stupid post. rarara. Yesterday, I joined in a Balagtasan and fortunately, I won 1st place. I will be brought to Zamboanga for the regionals. Rawr. On the afternoon, I went back to the Main Campus to join a meeting and had a chit chat with Francis. We were kinda noisy, at that time a contest was on going for the Malikhaing Pagsulat sa Filipino. As usual, I'm being teased to the guy named Cyril... (dude!! that's soo before) After that, Cy bid bye2x to me..oh well,.,then I met these 2 Newsvine students., Irvy and Nikko. We were talking and laughing.. They're soo funny that I forgotten that I got these problems. Oh! Then we went to the Plaza to join a flag retreat?hahaha.. I had a church visit and proceed to the boardwalk. There I met Kea and Renee, Anne and Shin also arrived. Shin was talking some things that made me realize of soo many things. KARMA,,right?! Then Kea and I had a walk-talk.. She's telling me her lovelife,raaaa!!Then my mother texted me to meet her near Sights and Sounds.haaaiz..we went to LP city central and went home.whooosh..

I was kinda tired and when my father arrived. YEY!! food feast.kidding..he brought my fave foods..!!

............................................. I WANT TO HAVE FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION................................

Boom!

2009-09-11T15:28:00.005+08:00

Don't wanna get tired? Don't read. xp

This might be my longest blog post, of course it's a blog about my trip to Jerusalem este Baguio. Malamig dun,,I neeed a hug!! ayeeee...weh?! d nga...seryoso na..go!go!go!

p.s
personal friends, forgive me if i'm blogging in Taglish

p.p.s
forgive me for the grammar..k? blog ko to'..kng ayaw mo ng mali dun ka na sa blog mong ewan..
*taray mode..deactivate ko na nga!!

p.p.p.s
sana mabasa nila ito..NILA?!yeah...SSG peepz who joined NLTSGO especially my friends..ayeee..
choz!

September 3
Flight delayed. I was a bit shocked nung nalaman kong 2 students kami from ZNNHS ang pupunta to NLTSGO. I met a girl named Grace in the Rest room with her teacher dito sa Dipolog airport,after some minutes! yehey.. going to Manila na tlga, I was seated a seat beside Mr.Liao,he's really nice! We talked but haven't introduced myself. Nung dumating na kami sa Manila,dun ko pa inintroduce self ko,,anu bah!! his wife is somewhat a relative of mine..amf..
We headed to Pasay dun sa may terminal ng Victory liner para go!go!go! na sa Baguio.. Sabog n sabog ang face ng Lola daisy nio..bwahaha..maraming students dun and obvious namanna we're going on the same place. BAGUIO. my stomach is asking for food, Ma'am Susi (SSG adviser) and Shane went to the restaurant 1st, after ilang minutes sabi nung driver ng bus kulang daw ng walong pasahero, that was a chance para maaga kaming mkarating ng Baguio but still my companions were eating pa so we just said a no-no to him..gutom na talga ako!! aun, they are back na..on our way to that I FORGOT THE NAME restaurant, I passed by a chinita mataray looking girl wearing in green...watever!!basta, kakain naq.yehey..food.food.food..if only their food price is as cheap as in here so di maxadong mabawasan pera ko..burrrp..bilis daiz!! and yahooo..katabi ko si Shane sa my bus, I was really sleepy so I slept.haha..nag stop over kami sa Tarlac to have our dinner, kumain ako ng burger,cheeseburger yata yun at di ko type yung mayonaise,but kelangang ubusin e..burp na naman..ay!! on our pila pala, I saw these 4 pretty galz, I asked them kng NLTSGO participants ba sila, syempre nka Tagalog ako kahit d ako magaling..anak ng kwek kwek at tempura!! Bisaya din pala so aun, "kta kits sa Baguio"..balik na naman sa bus, at medyo nahilo ako dun sa amoy ng chicharon..haha..yeaaaahz..Baguio is getting near na,yehey..siguro excited lang talaga ako kasi 1st time ko sa Baguio,NLTSGO at sumakay ng bus,.d pala un kasali...mejo boring na ang trip ah, wala din naman kasi aq sa mood makipag chikahan kay Shane..*everything will be fine..chill lang..isang malaking YES!! YES yooo...Baguio na rin at last.. uuuyyyyyy,, pagbaba ko pa lang..ambakla!! anlamig..d q nga pala na mention, nilalamig din ako dun sa bus,,full blast ba naman..thnx to my Mama for the bonggang black sweater..xD.. *wetweeeew..taxi!!! Teacher's camp po..aun,, WELCOME PARTICIPANTS to NLTSGO dun sa my tarpaulin kng san andun din si Sec. Jesli Lapus.. at dahil, di ko na ma take ang coldness ng Summer Capital of the Phils.,, bumili ako ng Nestle 3-in-1 + 1 kape..as usual,, dun nilagay sa styrofoam glass, so di ko feel kung hot ba or cold..ayt,.ayt..biglang napahinto ako!! at biglang napa AGAAAY!! OUCH!! salamat nga pala KAPE for the bonggang paso na naiwan dito sa kaliwang kamay ko..flashback moment,,akala ko kasi pogee ung guy,,haha..tama na!! yes,, mejo mainit na rin feeling ko.."hi, db kayo ung kanina?!" yezzzz...ung 4 girls not to mention with the green shirt girl.. auuun..friends na kami..they're from reg.11, compostela valley.. sina Ann, Mara, Erika(green shrt girl) at si Ofel..at aun nanghingi aq ng cp no. ni Ann..ayt.ayt..ambilis ng guro namin..aalis na kami!!going to,,what place?..Navy Base,malay ko ba san un bsta dun kami ni billet..sumakay kami ng taxi,amfff..anu ba!! wala namang indication sa my navy base kng san ung NLTSGO participants bini billet...awhkee...chill DAIZ..balik ulit sa teacher's camp..umaga na pla un!! go...september 4 na pla..p.s MALAKI ung bag ni sha.nee..haha..aun,sumakay kami sa free shuttle to navy base..amf,,my slight pogeee..sshh..behave daisz!!nakarating na rin kami..yey..den i got our blanket,kulay bayolet na my unggoy...bananas?!!haha..monkey lang po..haha..xD nging friend q agad ung roomates namin,sina Rodelito este Rodelita.. Jason,, tska c Johnedel..txt2x galore agad..hahaaaaayz..i'm sooo sleepy na..at nkatulog si DAISY.

September 4
shivering in cold. 1st attempt to use their shower,bakla tlga ako!! sabayan na nga rin ng TANGA as adjective, my heater po ATE DAISZ...oh!! na realize ko after maligo..amff naman..nag bfast kami sumwhere in Pacdal, 1st stop namin is in Wright park,picture here and there then we went to the Mansion,tita gloria!!amf..xempre,wala xa dun..we proceed to Mines View Park, kumain aq ng npa yummmy na MAIS...uiieee..corn..choz!.. picture mode na naman,,den namili ng mga bonggang souvenir...amffff... kinda matagal ung teachers namin,,im gutom na naman..tralalala..we went to SM Baguio to have our lunch in their food court,, steak galore ako..den aun,,hiwalay for shopping na kmi from our teachers.. Nat'l book store..yehey!! up to 75% off..bili na!! wala nga pala akong nabili..meron pala,,pilot broad na marker..aun..andaming participants na gumala dun..infairness,, kinda masaya ang pag wi window shop ko..xempre with shane..haaaayz..5pm na un at pumunta na kmi sa teachers camp..wheee..kainan na naman!! so,,ganun pla sa training na un..anhaba ng pila,umuulan pa naman pero aus lng..yahooo..nka kain na rin sa wakas,i forgot the ulam bsta masarap un..hmmmmf.. aun,ndi pa binuksan ang doors ng Benitez hall..on our way para mki join ng DAY 0 stampede,we met the region 11 girls..yehey..ansaya!! they are sooo crazy din and they introduced us about the "tooot.tooot.tooot" which means signal= pogeee..ansaya!!may napagtripingan nga kaming tga Dagupan,KIM yata name nun.haha..nsa gitna ng stampede yan ah..1-2-3 yeeeeeeeh..nkapasok na rin!! d kaya un madali noh.. my chairs na rin for us..yahooo..Noel Cabangon sang there, wow!! i laaab his songs,mkabansa talaga tapos kumanta pa dun si Francheska I FORGOT HIS LAST NAME,,bsta GMA talent un..sorry po..KAPAMILYA po ksi ako..then si Geoff Taylor din,aun pogee naman,auz din ang boses..almost 10 na yata un and the program is not tapos pa so shane and i decided to go home na.. when we got out from Benitez hall and started to look for the Navy Base shuttle,,hmmmf..then wala kaming nakita so nag taxi kami..wheee..Morning Glory St.po,sa may navy base..anak ng mineral water!! nawawala po kami,nasan na ba ung bahay na un!! heeey!! help!!! malapit na mag 11 still,d pa namin nakikita ung bahay...in the middle of the lost galore,,i saw these group of NLTSGO participants and i told them "good eve!! we are lost?are you lost?"..desperada na ko at that time pero nakuha ko pang mag joke!!bwahaha..aun,,d lang pala kami,sila din pla ay nawawala..amf tlga!!haha..after ilang minutes,nkita na nung lost companions namin ung bahay nila.bwahaha..buti na lang at may good citizen na nagturo sa min,,after almost 30 minutes,,ung palatandaan namin na green hauz ay abot tanaw na..yehey!!!! when we reached our house na,,aun..chika na naman..it's quite whatever kasi there were 3 rooms in that place and ung 1 room, parang out of the world..isnaaabish!!hmmmf..

BORING..*

2009-08-26T20:24:00.004+08:00

TODAY.

what a boring title! i miss blogging, i haven't declared "official" hiatus but i guess that's what's going on in my online diary. i got tons of updates! yes, UPDATES!

LATEST THING
NCAE. We had our exam in the Main Campus for that nat'l examination and it was not that hard. UPCAT is way 1000x harder than NCAE. I woke up around 6 in the morning and i was stucked up in the comfort room for almost 30 minutes of corz with my CR craze, dancing the happy bubble song and soundtrip..yey! then prepare mode,,proceed mode to the Main campus wherein my close friend Icy was freaking out coz of that good looking monsterr (*kiddin')..gaaad!! where's ROOM 31.. i'm soo lost..oh!there it is...FRIENDLY mode as usual, it was almost 8 when NCAE officially started.yay! hours later and yay!! finish.. i heart our proctor so much,,she didn't follow the time of sched.thing.around 12pm, i went home and internet galore... after some hours,rarara..libre sa more bites!yay..&& as usual and as always,,my classmates were having fun in here (house)..they're sooo feel @ home..tralalala..*im sooo lazy to type..

STUDIES
darn it!! im SOOO desperate...this is forreals..idk what to do..gaaad...
*-*soo lazy*-*..to be updated sooon

Nostalgia 101

2009-08-23T12:45:00.003+08:00

This song reminds me of so many things. I was bloghopping earlier when I accidentally clicked a random blogger who happened to have this video with the blogpost title "KISS". I played it and eventually, here I am on my "nostalgia moments". The video made my heart touched and let my tears fall. I've heard the English and Filipino version of this song but still I love the Korean version most.

I first saw this video way back 2006 and until now, this sad song rocks my heart. oh! LOVE.love.love.... *comments are much loved..

A Tribute to the "Mother of Democracy"...

2009-08-05T22:23:00.002+08:00

"Paalam Pangulong Cory..."
1933-2009

Corazon Cojuangco Aquino,a woman who fought for the democracy of Philippines has bid it's goodbye to the world. The first day of August, 2009 at 3:18 in the morning, God finally let her rest from cardio-respiratory arrest at the Makati Medical Center.

There was one time that I went to church and the homily fits to the situation now. "When we are born, we cry and the world rejoices but when we die, the world cries.." The woman who passed away is an icon of hope,peace and love. I'm not yet born during the time when she lead the solemn people power revolution but in my heart, I can feel the essence of nationalism. This time, we can never find another HER, who contributed much of her life not just to her family and herself but to the country. An attitude of selflessness is shown and I do admire that for at this period the world has more of "selfish" beings.

Life is too short to be wasted and I believe, President Cory did her purpose here on Earth. A life worth living for, a dedicated existence. If a teenager like me is touched by the things that she've done, what more when it comes to her family? She's been a good and loving Mom, a mother who always says "thank you" for every thing that she received, I can feel the pain that her relatives are feeling. Being left with someone you love is difficult especially when it gave much impact on one's life. When Kris Aquino (youngest child of Pres.Cory) was interviewed, she shared some of her unforgettable experiences with her Mom and in some ways I want to be her child just for some moments.

Today, August 5 is a special holiday declared by the current President in tribute to the funeral of President Cory. The streets in our city are filled with yellow ribbons, and my place sends its condolence to the woman of bravery who passed away. Televisions were being turned ON, families gathered in their living rooms watching channels who have live streaming of the funeral of Pres. Cory. The last mass for her was at the Manila Cathedral, outside of that place was filled with many people. Some were having the "L" sign that means "LABAN" (fight). It was Kris Aquino's turn to speak out and her talk made my tears fell, I was with my mother and my 2 friends. We were all crying, I never thought I could show my tears as part of my sympathy to the late President. Kris was saying that she lied to her Mom saying they will be OK if she'll left but the truth is it'll take a lifetime to heal the pain caused by the death of her mother.

About 200, 000 Filipino people united in the march of the death of President Cory, and it took 8 hours for the march to be finished. The death ceremony was very solemn and the song "BAYAN KO" is being repeated, the song was also sang during the last mass by Lea Salonga. The Philippines cried and lost one of it's backbone. Many people shared their sentiments about President Cory. It's never been easy to lose a mother, a mother of a country who shared more than half of her life in serving the nation...

Paalam Pangulong Cory.. maraming salamat..

1st day?! B-I-G day..

2009-08-01T21:05:00.004+08:00

I can't help but to blog the series of cool and topsy-turvy events in my life. Sorry for not updating this blog as often as I want to due to my hectic schedule..This week is a BLAST! Teenage drama is so much seen. My week started out crazily, i can't explain why//.. Monday came and the 1st yr.rep room to room campaign was done, I enjoyed it seeing the future part of the SSG family trying their very best to win the hearts of the student body. Tuesday was the meeting de avance as well as the official synchronized elections, since i'm the veep of the SSG. I was tasked to monitor all the rooms if everything is in order, I was kinda disappointed with one teacher on how she approached her students..Oh! On that day, Dayne and I had Kuia Shan's lunch treat
so much for the eating stuffs..After the tallying of votes, Dayne,Chinkz and I had a school tour bringing Czet's camera. We had an unplanned photo shoot, all natural! Only blue eye-liner was used. Our school was used as the location and I as their so called photographer. I had fun with them, I'm still a noob in this field but I love the outcome of my works.Yay!We hurried up in going to Czet's house to grab a copy of the pictures, and I made a new account in Flickr. http://www.flickr.com/photos/daiszzz/.. Hope you can view my photostream if you have time, comments/critics are much appreciated! Wednesday afternoon,we had a general cleaningand I forgot what happened on Thursday. Friday came and it means the next day will be the UPCAT! My classmates were cramming, I on my part did not reviewed much. I dunno why,on the afternoon Lorraine(schoolmate) went to our house to borrow the Jazz Chant costume, unfortunately I don't own one. They'll be having a pictorial,somewhere in Galas. I guess.
SATURDAY is today! UPCAT Day.. My schedule is 6;30in the morning and I so love it! I met new friends from other institutions and the exam started at 8:30!! ARggh.. The exam was kinda hard but I did managed it. Those hard questions were left as blank! After 5 hours of exam,I did it! On the afternoon, I had fun with Chinx..to be continued

the lost UPDATE and the UNWANTED updates

2009-07-26T09:14:00.003+08:00

August 1, 2009 is getting near and it means 1 thing. It's UPCAT time!! It's an entrance exam for the University of the Philippines though I got no plans in studying there,I'll just give it a try. That was soo June days when we filled up our forms and the other week I got my test permit! yahoo.. I thought filling up the form is as easy as 1-2-3, but I'm wrong. I have to be very careful in every letter that I write, and for the FACT that I'm so clumsy, I filled up FORM 2 for about 3 times,such a waste! I forgot how many 2x2 pix were needed,all I know is that I've complied it. I asked my father to go to the Landbank to deposit 450.00 php for the entrance thing. After I filled up everything, my classmates were busy asking each other on what courses did they wrote. There were 2 campus options, and courses on each campus. They were laughing at mine coz in my 1st campus which is UP Diliman, my 1st course is BA ARALING PILIPINO 4073 , it sounds funny coz most of my classmates don't appreciate Filipino. The 2nd course was BS BUSINESS ADMINISTRATION & ACCOUNTANCY 4043 . Did I just said I'm clumsy?! Yes,definitely coz' of all the things that is in need to be filled up I forgot to write my signature. Good thing our guidance counselor is soo nice, he gave me chance! When I was on the guidance office, he was laughing on my form. After some weeks, Mr. Dominguez informed us that some of the test permits arrived and one of them was mine! My classmates were so amazed when they saw my test permit. It's nice, I'll scan my test permit some other time. Moving on, I haven't reviewed much. Just scanning and answering the MSA UPCAT reviewers, in the reviewer my fave are the Inductive and Abstract Reasoning. On my test permit, my scheduled date is on August 1, 6:30 in the morning. I heart my sched.very much and I'm glad many from our classroom will take the exam same sched as mine. God bless us all..

THE UNWANTED UPDATE!

I hate it, I don't want to but i have to. Drama much?! I'm talking about our 4th yr.adviser, Ma'am Grace. It's so sad that she'll be leaving us, she'll go to USA to teach there, EINSTEIN '10 doesn't want her to leave, we love her so much. She is great! We've just known her for just a short span of period but the memories, the time that she gave us, it is worth to be cherished. She's not only teaching us grammar,spelling,etc but she's teaching us the most essential lesson, LEARNING TO LIVE LIFE the way it should be. She's so cool that she understands us,students. The thing that she don't like about us is when we don't clean our classroom. We, ZNNHS Einstein '10 wants to erase the 31 in the month of July, it's HER birthday but it's the day that she'll left us. We want to graduate with her but we just have to accept everything though it's hard. It's not easy to lose one awesome teacher. She's unique coz' she's the only Grace Cabuguas Sagario in the world. My tears fell when she confirmed to us that she won't be our adviser for the rest of the school year. Who'll be our new adviser? Hope we can adjust coz' it's hard. We'll sure miss her. WE love her. I will never ever forget her.

a hungry heart, an empty love cup

2009-07-23T23:28:00.001+08:00

"i keep on saying that "im just playing" yet i end up being played..."

in this blog post, confidential is out of my vocabulary..let me get this straight, i am hurt because of someone and he is a special person in my life. good part is i dont know if in his world, "does daiz exist?" i am damn tired of hearing rumors and sometime being the subject of the rumor..does he think that i'm a robot and numb enough not to feel things up?! yesterday was 22 and he's damn busy and the meet up was cancelled, here i am..the 1 who understands, i know im unlike those other girls who's fashionista,gorgeous..well,im just daiz.the veep of the SSG,,the crazy girl who doesn't care of her looks..i can be loved without make-ups or even not flirting, i feel betrayed,and played yet the person concerned is not even aware of this..IF I WERE A BOY,then i might understand him..i am trying to, though it's hard..reading their exchange conversations in facebook,d*mn!! my friends pulls me away for him for the FACT that he doesn't deserve my love..how could i be soo stupid?!! wtf!! well,it's GOD's plan..from the day i saw him fetching my schoolmate from the school, not to mention the day i saw him during the wedding wherein im part of the choir..i am sick and tired of these things..we went out then after a while,THEY go out..i keep on understanding why he's doing this to me..when he's not texting, i just understand though im jealous with some of my friends, coz 7 days in a week they hve communication with their S.S..when he don't reply to my text or even msg in facebook,i still understand though he's been replying to some of his friends...wtf is his problem!! am i immature that's why he's doing this?!! sometimes he blames me for being busy,he is too but im not reacting..when he makes "obvious" alibis,i pretend to believe...when he denies HER,i fake a smile while holding his hands..he keeps on saying "wala na lagi mi, d pod ka mutuo".,i even lied for many times just to be with him....i got two eyes to see reality yet blind enough not to see that he doesn't deserve this love..,he cares too much that he's not contented with ONE..if only i knew that he and she are still ON then this sh*t galore wouldn't have happened,im not regreting this happening coz i've learned..i can't but then after sometime,can blame myself if i won't be the daiz he used to know..i can have this bad side but he forced me to show that side and it's because of the bitterness that im holding that i want to let go..yes! i am soo young for this matter, but... can u blame a loving heart?! :(

GENERAL ASSEMBLY and stuufs

2009-07-17T14:17:00.000+08:00

GENERAL. . . 07-11-09

"to be posted last 07-11,please bear with me..xD"

It’s been weeks or even centuries since I last updated this blog of mine. Being busy in school is such a hindrance in this cyber life thing. For the past few weeks, tons of activities were made and need to be submitted. EXHAUSTED!! It’s now screaming in me. I’m happy yet my mind is so random right now, I don’t know how to choose things up. From colors down to my preferred taste in life. I’m so out of this world, I need to, I have to, I need to repair this LIFE of mine.

Today is my father’s birthday, he’s now 39. The two of us went to the cathedral and we were late, what a shame but it’s never been a shame in God. When we went home, I changed my clothes to the uniform polo shirt of our SSG, which is not so impressive because of the side design thing. So much for that, then I just made a chocolate sandwich and proceed to the Bamboo Garden for our activity. I was just walking to the said venue since it’s very near in our home, while walking someone caught my attention. A friend of mine who’s eating bread in the bakeshop, he told me the others were already in the Bamboo Garden so I hurried up. When I arrived, there were already many people who were the late registrars. The were some minor conflicts but still OK. I’m tasked in the Program Committee and also as the emcee, my voice is definitely not in good condition. TRUST ME. I so love the microphone that it didn’t worsen my oh so bad voice. Chinx was with me and we were wearing an i.d who’s designed by no other than the owner of this blog. Laughs and coughs. Since 1^st year, I’ve been a part of SSG and LOVE NOTES during vacant sessions is part of the scene. It so happened that while waiting for the other participants, I thought of reading love notes worth 0.50 cents per note. Many were sending messages to their crushes, friends and their love relation partner. I read a sorta drama note and it was from my crush to his crush. HOW SAD. It’s about fixing heart thing, I’m also broken if only he knows. OH SO DRAMA. Readings, here and there. Official program started at 9:00 a.m and the speakers were so awesome. THUMBS UP. I went home during lunch break and when I went back to the venue Dayne and the other officers were reading love notes and they said my crush gave them a note for me. WHATEVER. Intermissions from each year level was done and when it was the JUNIORS turn, people were getting crazy over my friend Cyril, they were like taking pix here and there. He’s a star at that moment, he sang HERO and one of my co officers was dragging me to him, they don’t even know that I haven’t made a speech for my closing remarks. I was just sitting on the floor waiting for the lecturers to be done, while we had our break. Love notes were all about Cyril, getting crazy forreals. Thanks to those notes for killing the time since the former president of SSG who’s the speaker was late. Participants were eager to have their snacks, and at last the Burger and Juice was given to them. NOM NOM NOM. It was yummy indeed yet I haven’t ate my part since I was the one hosting and the other officers took their part, it’s not a big deal though. I just ate cupcakes and drank a lot of H20. Then after some time the afternoon session was over and again I went home to change my clothes, I was like making drama. I don’t know what to wear, I’m not a fashionista if only you knew. I didn’t ate my dinner and just went back to the venue making friends with my schoolmates, I’m so friendly that I just talk to the people whom I met. I even said “HI” to Mr. Xtian but he’s so snob, who cares by the way? I was looking for someone at that time. I’m so feeling close that whenever I walk and see cameras of my schoolmates, I joined in their pictorials. What a cute talent. After several minutes, I delivered my not so formal closing remarks and at the count of ten the lights were off and the music was maximized to it’s full volume and the acquaintance officially started. Dancing of groups were common, I enjoyed the snake run wherein you got to connect yourself to the others. HARD TO EXPLAIN SIMPLE TO MAKE. Not all the songs played were nice and the romantic songs were played and slowly pairs were being seen in the disco floor. What a shame! Cy and I danced, of course making gossips on some things. CONFIDENTIALITY IS A MUST. Then separate ways, drama! I went everywhere to know if everything’s going fine and I also danced with Armando, another friend of mine. Friendly dance only! As well as Kenneth and Shin. We were just dancing jokingly. When the song MY LIFE WOULD SUCK WITHOUT YOU was played, I freaked out and even grabbed the microphone to sing, regardless of my not good condition voice. So on and so forth, Jae was also there of course with Ma., how nice! Kimmy and I were flying like jokers, we have our so called “fly”. So far the general assembly was a success though it was only prepared for only 5 days, though grudges came upon, everything is now set. Change of moods arose and even tears fell but that was over, it’s now 11: 21 pm. In some minutes, this day JULY 11, 2009, Saturday won’t be back again. Treasuring of memoirs is a must and photos for nostalgia, there maybe many July 11 but this day, the faces and the happenings in that event won’t ever be back. MOVE ON. CHANGE AND BE MOTIVATED.

Three? Days

2009-06-29T18:16:00.010+08:00

MONDAY..Last Monday of this ever lovely topsy-turvy month. I got so many things to share, of course about my LIFE..focused much on my world?DEFINITELY.

First stop is that i so love my new blog layout, (as you can see if your one of my stalkers or followers). I got the base codes from blogskins, edited some parts of it and Im glad to see the outcome. It's been weeks since I've been planning to make a change on this page. Another new about this blog is my link, from randomloev to randomlove015. I just want to make and see changes on my awesome life, I'm starting it here. Regarding the "about" page, I still have to edit it. My mind has full of ideas, unfortunately though I know what are the main priorities of my life, I still go to the other way. PROCRASTINATOR,yes!

So far, I'm loving my life. Why should I hate it? When it's the reason why I exist here. For almost a month, I feel useless. Not just useless but very useless in a way that for many days I've been scolded by my parents for being very lazy. Being a student is very tiring, yet household chores are given to me. They love seeing me in a way that I'll sweat blood.exage?! We have a part time helper and she's oblige to do those chores thing. Last saturday, I slept on the whole morning and my parents told me why am I always sleeping. Im gaining energy from the schooldays that could burst one's brain. I can't abuse using my pc coz' it's place in our living room, I don't feel using my laptop coz' I'm not comfortable with it. On that afternoon, I reviewed for UPCAT then my ever noisy seatmates called my name. Mary, Icy and Dayne went to our house to get Icy's umbrella and since boredom striked and I can't use my camera for being vain for it's broke. I decided to go with them, by the time I'm outside our house I said "freeee!!".. We went to the newly opened shopping center and did laugh and chatted until our eyes were glued on the colorful nail polish. Mary went home first so only the 3 of us were left. One nail polish cost 12.00, we had a hard time on choosing for the color combinations. We even arrived at the point when the choices were red,blue and yellow. Sweet enough for the colors of Philippine flag,right? After minutes of arguing on what color, at last! green.yellow. and orange were bought. Icy and Dayne are my classmates since grade 2 and I consider them as 2 of my closest friends. We went to the Mall to buy 1 bottle of acetone,arghh then we went to Dayne's house. We chit-chatted so many random things, from one's personal life to somebody's love life. Eavesdroppers were not on the scene coz only the 3 of us were in the room. Icy nail polished my right hand nails and she's always laughing and the result was very very funny, still I love her..xD While Dayne is very good in putting "cutix",.xD..I guess she worked on a beauty parlor before..kidding.. It was around 5pm when we decided to have a walk in the boulevard, we bought grilled banana "ginanggang",, then we took photos of ourselves while sitting in the boardwalk.. I turned back and saw my friend, he rode his single motor and i did even called his name but my voice is not loud.. While looking at the not so nice no sunset, Jayson (Dayne's close friend) approached us, Icy and I teased them. We even took pics of them, spilled it! I got some pics in my phone.. Icy is soo crazy that we were "dating", looking at those models who had their practice in the blvd.stage. They're soo sexy and fashionistas indeed.. We were laughing at ourselves coz' we went there wearing very simple clothing but with brand.. Shirt, jeans and flip-flops,that's US but on special occasions we don't even know ourselves for a transformation on the outer part will be seen. Wait for that moment to happen. xD We walked and walked,, I did even had an arguement with a very naughty girl on the playground. I was the one who came first yet she's talking not so good things,,I already forgave that girl. Why hate when I can spread love?ows?xD ...

Oh gash! It rained hard, Icy's umbrella is so useful. We played on the sidewalk,and laughing while the chicken proven,tempura guys were looking at us. I did have fun,super fun. We had our "so-called" concert in the boardwalk singing "I do not hook up", while Dayne was with her "friend". After sometime, we saw Jae, a friend of mine who's with her friends. I told her some stuffs and I'm happy then, happy enough to release some waste that is called "therapy".TEARS. So now,this is a confession. I've been forcing myself to believe that everything is just a game that I could go on and play but seems like Im the one who's caught up being played. watta game!! From a happy to a very gloomy mood, imagine that! My friends were comforting me,then I made a phone call to my friend, and stuffs like this and that. What I did said where somewhat sh*t but those were true..
Time to say goodbye to my friends,, we looked for a tricycle and did saw him on a fastfood near the blvd., he saw me i called him and we talked.. It was still raining then, and my tears were not yet over to flow. I feel very hurt that I don't know how to handle things,, he hugged me and I feel secure. Though not as secure as I should be,he's telling stuffs that I know, I must not hold on to.Then the rained poured hard again and I walked in the rain with my tears going on. So rain scene part of the movie. So much for this...

I arrived home very wet, and my parents missed me so much.xD ...I had a shower and mind refreshed. I had a great lullaby moments and that was 06.27.09.
Sunday.. On the morning, my mother and I went to the market. We bought meat,fruits,etc. She told me that I'll prepare our lunch.Me?yes!! *nilat.ang baka (on our dialect).. After we bought all the necessary ingredients, we went home and she left me.She went to the San Jose subdivision with my father's aunt, while I am stucked up in our kitchen.. I really don't know what to do,, I just mixed some stuffs,etc.and at last I made it! yay..*runs..tasty?not that much..

Afternoon came and thank God, i fell asleep. Around 5p.m, I got ready for the mass.xD I arrived very early in the cathedral and saw Tricia,, she was talking to her friend that's my new friend,Lloyd. She's my choirmate and she seldom joins the last mass chorale because she's busy on her school activities..

When I went inside the church, mood swing again. I turned gloomy, i just don't know why. Mass started around 7 in the evening. I just sang and sang though I haven't memorize some of the songs. Someone texted me that he'll fetch me after the mass,but after some time. He said that I'll sing well,he's on a hide mode..gaaad!! he's also in the cathedral..&& that's what makes me more conscious.. Mass ended around 8pm and I went to seat where he was sitting.. I so love his smell,so?! After that,we went to the boulevard.yay! He immitated the style of my walk..arghh..He saw his friends and he let me wait for sometime..ayeee,,but my mother txted me to go home so I went home alone,I mean with the tricycle driver...so on and so forth. :) SUNDAY.09.28.09 closed.
Oh!sweet monday morning.. I woke up around 4 in the morning to make my English assignment..It's easy,rawr... My mind was full refreshed after I took a bath,so early for school? yup! it's monday and flag ceremony day. Early morning, my classmates were freaking out talking about their ever beloved Super Junior, and what made me laugh is that they're planning to *kill some of the freshmen who also idolize SuJu..funny them yet I'm one of them..Dong Hae-sur..xD During the flag ceremony, I lead the prayer, my voice is not that loud but still I did my job.. Our section loves to fall in line when we go back to our classroom and we're usually the last who'll walk back in to our room. We had an oral recitation in English, discussion in TLE,quiz on Adv.Physics, reading of Pagislam in Filipino,new topic learned in Adv.Chemistry,jotting notes in Calculus,discussion and had a tiny green talk on Research, "touching" thing and MAPEH.. Our MAPEH teacher, Mr.Rubiato checked our assignments, some of my classmates were just chatting around,till' one creature appeared on the wall..a black rat! I saw it's tail when the rat hide..I just lol'd while my classmates were freaking out, the funny thing is that some shouted when they didn't know what really is going on..Some of my schoolmates took their glances on our classroom coz of the commotion that is goin on..discussion..discussion..and 5p.m.thank you and goodbye sir!

I so love this week,we were assigned to clean in the Backyard and Comfort Room. I fetched water with Anne and OMG! Cyril was also fetching water there..ayeee..while waiting for the pail to be full, Mr.Rubiato was sitting on the bench and we talk some stuffs,speaking in English..*nosebleed..I shared some of my stories regarding with his students..He's been my Choir teacher for 2 s.y and now MAPEH...It's time to bid bye2x..then we went home..
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so much for the diary stuffs,.. my eyes are not doing as great as before and asap,i'll share this to my parents.. i won't be afraid,why should i?xD i'm trying my very best not be an online-addict,text fanatic,and other "drugs"..i love my school, my schoolmates,..supposedly, i'll be going to Zamboanga this July 1,but the incident got more complicated.xD We just decided to go to Pagadian this July 23-25 (i think) for the Reg'l Science Club Officers....since i'm the PIO of our Sci.Club which is Society of Physics..I can't wait for that day,i'll be meeting my friends there and hope to have new friends...
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i hate this attitude on my regarding taking things personal..im crazy,i know but gaaah!!it makes me sick..i want to have a day wherein,im FREE.. free from chores, sadness,etc. a day with no schedule to follow..
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toodles noodles...

oh! chooooseday..

2009-06-17T00:16:00.002+08:00

Waking up early is my 1st weakness in the morning. As a student, I must be prompt in going to school especially now, our adviser is very punctual.
My father brought me to school and I was a bit surprised when I saw my classmates sitting on their chairs (we're usually very random, words aren't enough to describe how crazy we are). I hurried up and I found myself sitting beside my ever lovable seatmate "Chylca". After a minute or two we had our 1st quiz in english. It was not hard since I did studied though not as serious as a diligent student should be doing. I got 55 out of 70 items, it's ok for me coz the highest is 56..*rawr.We had also a quiz on Business Management as well as in Filipino, and so far my scores are good. During our Physics time, though t'was very hot due to the so called "global warming",we had an outdoor activity wherein my groupmates were Johann, Cris and Ben. We had fun though it's tiring. In the afternoon, we only have our Advanced Chemistry and Calculus since the teachers had their meeting @ 3 of the clock. We did a little clean-up, I'm in group 4 and we're assigned in cleaning the front garden. After that, I did have fun playing with my classmates (concentration is the game). Most of my schoolmates who passed by our classroom look at us,we're soo crazy and we keep on laughing. We should spend our last days in high school with enthuasism. We decided to go home, and since we're only 4 in the tricycle,we have to wait for 2 more passengers. One of them was a boy, and he got the looks but i dont crush him.
I went to the "so-called" mall in our city and bought 1 manila paper for my report in Business Management. On my way home, I saw my classmate walking with the same direction as the sikad-sikad that I'm riding. I almost forgot that he's going on our house to have the Chapter 1 of our Research study done. I don't usually treat my classmates as visitors when they visit in our house coz' they're feel at home and my house is the usual "tambayan" with my classmates. Since, my grandpa's sister was there, she asked me to buy drinks for my so-called "visitor" which is my classmate. We had our snacks 'till Angela came and did joined us, she encoded the stuffs for the chapter 1 such as the introduction, background of the study, scope && limitations, objective, and definition of terms. After an hour and a half, at last we did it! The submission of chapter 1 will be on Friday but we decided to submit it tomorrow.
After some time, my father told me that my laptop can now access the internet(it's from Germany and he reformatted it to have English as the language..blah3x). I'm overjoyed though i'm still using my PC as of now. Most of my files are here and my father doesn't allow me to store many pix on that laptop, though the laptop is mine I don't consider it as mine. xD
Dinner came and I'm soo bubbly. I told my parents about the UPCAT thing, which I hope I would pass. I ate fast so I can plurk and open my facebook account using the laptop since it's in my room and this PC is in the living room wherein they could see the sites that i'll be opening.I'm so glad that my plurk karma pts. is 81+ which means i have the nirvana badge which is soo ♥ . I hurried up and wrote my report in the manila paper wherein i don't like the quality of the paper. I jot down some notes, advance reading and made assignments. Before my brain would burst, I had a short time chilling moments. I usually plurk, I checked my Friendster account and did also dropped by in my facebook wherein Kuia Shan and I chatted. He's nice!*impression I guess..
Oh! I want to take a sleeep and hope to see Dong Hae in my dreams.. Lee Dong Hae is my current drug now, he's part of a Korean boy group named Super Junior. He's d*mn awesome, I soo love him. I even have prints with his pix in my notebook,etc.
I badly want to change this layout of mine but I have no time for this. Wish my luck, send your prayers and God bless us all.

p.s
I went to Vintage Vision Intl. last Friday and my eyes has already grade (*grammar?!booo)..it has 0.25,, idk on how to open this up with my parents. i ♥ computer and this love makes my eyes not doing good. oh my oh!

p.p.s
I keep freaking out whenever I saw this "crush" of mine in school which is really not my crush. I got story behind to tell.

p.p.p.s
I'm soo into plurk nowadays. love you all

UPDATES....

2009-06-09T22:55:00.001+08:00

for the sake of updating this almost dead blog...i'm just sneaking out right now..gaaash!! we don't have much assignments but in our curriculum now, studying is part of the daily routine..im now a senior student and i want to CHANGE...for the last school years I've been very relax and a PROCRASTINATOR...

random things...

* this afternoon, we had a quiz in Calculus and I was a bit confused then after solving and solving,here it goes...my brain wants to surrender..FOUR lovely items, and i'm only sure in the 2 items,, that's why i'm STUDYING now...honestly, i want to have a tutor.. idk, until when can i handle this brain mixing thing...DAISY MAE!! it's still the 2nd week of class...i mind set now and i'm being optimistic,, good effects?!i must stay as optimistic as now..or should i say, MORE optimistic..

* while this morning, when i arrived at school, our adviser was already in our classroom and she kinda scolded us..coz' of our super random attitudes..so much for those attitudes,, then during our Filipino class, I got nothing to do, I already did an advance reading so I just decided to take a nap,oh! before that nap thing,we had an election on our Filipino club called KAMFIL,wherein I was elected as the "tagapagbalita",, the election was sabotage.we were always laughing..

* this school year,if ever i'll be nominated in other school organizations,,it'll be better if i'm not in the executive committee..i know i'm kinda irresponsible and as much as possible, i'll give more attention to the SSG wherein i'm the Vice President,, i'm the "eldest" in SSG in terms of no.of terms..

* as usual, i'm still very smiley,friendy,whatever you call that.. being in the SSG is one of the factors why a student became "famous",,but it do depends on how they socialize...me,as a crazy student..i love fooling arounf the campus,,ringing the bell near the guidance office, making noise inside the canteen and laughing with my close bud Dayne and Icy.. we've been classmates since grade 2.. this afternoon, i had a new friend..she's a freshman under the curriculum of SPA..

* our school now has soo many curriculums and the newy born SPECIAL PROGRAM FOR JOURNALISM is quite interesting, one thing is if ever you'll be taking up Mass Comm.in college,it'll only take you 1 year..but of course, i can't transfer to that curriculum coz it's still open for freshmen...last week,,a group of freshmen went to our room asking for advice on what should they choose..we were just laughing around coz' we don't know what should we advice,,we just talked about the soo long ago 1st yr.experiences that made them lol.

*i soo love our adviser..she wants to be called by her 1st name which is Grace..she's soo cool and smart..we never got bored whenever she talks.i'm glad to have her as my adviser

* my EYES..i guess it's pay back time..my vision is not as good as before,,due to over usage of computer.,,this is now what i get,,after my nap time this morning..looks like everythings blurred..
i'll go to Vintage Vision Intl. tomorrow to have a freeeee eye check up

* my NOSE..than GOD,,my sinusitis is now disabled..

* my crush life.. let me get this straight..i got a crush on a guy name Cyril Dominic,he's a junior and we're friends..crush ONLY..i admire him coz' he's chinito,smart, and he's a good guy..i first saw him during our STEP club elections last year and i voted for him coz' he's pogee..that was an over-all election wherein, im the vice pres.and he's the P.I.O...we're also co facilitators during the regional science camp,,everytime i see him,, i say "hi" or just smile..*loka ka daiz! corrupting minors... as i said CRUSH ONLY...some of his classmates knw that i got a crush on him..i had a close friend who's a teacher who happened to be HIS TLE teacher,, and he knws about my crush.crush.crush. thing..he even tease me TANGERINE.,,he's been transferred to the Main campus so we dont often see each other,,good thing also so he can't tease me!

* the gap between our section and the others...i really dunno, why they are shy or afraid to get along with us..we're all humans!! is it because we're in the so called "special science class"?!i love all my schoolmates though some are irritating, but i must adjust on their personalities..

* my family..we're having a great time,as usual..my mother is txting my suitors while my father is busy in the construction in the back part of our house..the sister of my grandpa is staying here,so i need to wake up early and always be good..wheee

* my friends..last saturday,my family and i went to Dapitan then Dayne,and Pricy co-incidentally met at Glorietta de Dapitan...we rode many rides in the Fantasyland, and we were so noisy though we're only three..we keep loling on the photo kiosk because we have soo many pics,..

*during the 1st week of class, going to the city cathedral has been a part of my routine though my classmates are teasing me that i'll be meeting up with someone..i just love talking to GOD.

*myself,..i love my life to the fullest..why wouldn't i?though we may not have the riches but i have the best buds and best FAMILY in the world..

*i miss odessa...my bestbuddy

*im glad that James Hernando and I are now friends..no kaplastikan attached...i got a secret crush on his ********************..secret,right?

Love is in the Air

2009-05-26T22:33:00.003+08:00

Hi! It's been days since I posted my blog and I'm soo in the mood to blog.. First and foremost, I dont care about your reaction after you read this post...Second, I'm soo excited to post... :) This is it..Last night Julius miscalled like 3 times,,I was eating popping popcorn at that time..He told me that he can't stand avoiding me, I was like "why on earth u didn't told me?"..so that I won't be expecting that every "new msg.rcv" will come from him.. he said (he wants to avoid me,he tried it but unfortunately he can't)
.i miss him badly,,we've not talked for weeks? i think...he's afraid to hurt me,,AGAIN...the bottomline is... he hurt me many times,,im immuned..he's soo emotional on his txts,,my eyes were soaring so i decided to sleep..hahaha.. morning came!good morning world..just this morning, I waited for his sms but no.nothing.wala....afternoon came,,wla pa rin..npapatagalog nako,,bahal na to..so aun gabi na, my mom is sick,,my phone was ringing..who might be calling? tatlo lng ang my tm no.q c julius,odessa,and dave...c julius lng naiicp,,i proceed to my room..3 misscalls na naman...is he really calling?!comfort room olweiz saves me...haha..i told him,kng bkt xa tumawag..sabihin na nia lahat at mkkinig aq...aun,, "so close" ung ring tone q..ayeee..nagkausap kmi "nag soree to teh max",,kilig aq...wheee...ok lng nga,,tapos naputol ung call...tumawag ulit..hahaha..he confessed something,,wtf!!like a chance...hoy!!iba ang iniicp mo,,chance para mabalik ung friendship,,d q nga pla na mention i told him last night na "cut" na lahat..hahaha...so aun,,naawa aq tska mahal q un,,mahal nia ko..the end..

Featured: HOT FM Dipolog 100.5

2009-05-21T16:04:00.004+08:00

Featuring Dipolog's CERTIFIED No.1, (my fave.) 100.5 HOT FM

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After a very long time, I decided to post this.. I have so many drafts on my phone and I guess it's my time to shine..!!haha..I mean time to share my fave radio station.. So here it goes...

This is the hottest summer for me, forget about the tupsy turvy global warming effect weather and just chillin' on the house with the maximum volume of the speakers listening to teh hits of this summer,,Since summer is kinda boring, ym is my hang-out, i was listening to a radio station && i'm kinda irritated to the dj's voice. I decided to move on another station and @ that time my fave song was played, so i decided to tune in for awhile and i was acting crazy alone in our house, laughing out loud because of their jokes.. i was laughing on inday kuracha's(dj) voice, she's plugging their ym i.d so i added it..I was very very shy in requesting in ym,i dunno why(makapal naman sana face q)..hahaha..since i was on a shy mode i was just hooking up on the radio station.. On that night, i joined TLC as an advise not as a heartprobz citizen..i txted around 10pm and until 12a.m but my advice wasn't read..it was Mr.B(dunno where Dr. Sam is @ that time) on air and he said he can't accommodate all since they have sooo many fans// not just in our city but worldwide..you read it right,it's worldwide..
Next day, out of boredom I requested the song T-shirt thru ym and unexpectedly the DJ on the replied "ok",, i'm very feeling close at that time and at that time my greetings were read as easy as 1,2,3..it's really true that their Dj's are uber friendly..yay!

WHY.WHY.WHY. DO I LOVE HOT FM?

1.plays the latest hits
2. VERY cool dj's

3. strong signal
4. their jokes can make u go crazy though ur alone
5. words can't simply describe how great HOT FM is.. :)

*ada! sakto na ang englis, hurot na akong tissue..ka faetch sa life kung walay hot fm..bahalag bilar bsta mgkabuang ug katawa maskin nag inusara...bahalag bilar basta mkahatag ug mga advice sa mga naay problema sa kasing2x,,pgkagrabe jud sa TLC...

*pinakafave program sa HOT FM
TRUE LOVE CONVERSATION = TLC
7pm to 12 midnight
weekdays

TLC..usapang strictly for the heart,,my fave.radio segment,listening to TLC is part of my daily intenerary,,it's the MOST interactive radio program in town..why do i lalove this segment?

1. Dr.Sam's voice is nkakainlove (that's a joke right there) lolx
2. You had a chance to share your love problems
3. You can also share your advices thru txt, on air, and
4. Some advices are not serious and it can make you laugh out loud,,(maskin gabi.e ng dako)
5. *ug uban pa...

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ENCOUNTERS WITH SOME DJ's

*encounter jud ang term...bwahaha,,

----> latest,, earlier...i had a chat on Dj Bong...it's my 1st time to chat with him..he's uber friendly and i asked some facts about their station...hope to chat him nxt time...
----> yesterday(05.21.09),, Mr.B is sooooo ambot nlng jud!! he's very moso and a joker...nag ym sila ni mr.freelife,,the bottomline is "tama bang i chikka sa radio ang pinag,usapan sa ym?" but i super love our conversation...
----> once upon a time,, si Mr.B pa rin ka chat q,,my hair is nice daw...hahaha

...screenshots...
http://i42.tinypic.com/r2s411.jpg
http://i42.tinypic.com/r2s411.jpg

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p.s
hope to meet all the Dj's that's why i'll be going to the Shamrock concert wherein they are all there...ayeee... may 23, 2009..:)

p.p.s
i'll edit this...my other drafts are lost...*dangag!

p.p.ps
kay naminaw ko sa hot,kabalo nako mu englis!hahaha

2009-05-21T13:52:00.002+08:00

Tsk.Im unpredictable and supposedly this post will be about my fave radio station just then when I was fs-hopping earlier, tupsy turvy things happened. gaaah!! and the only thing to express this fff feelings is thru blogging...
My friend's bulletins were about the Hayden Kho thing, some were plugging the *** video in their profiles and some were reacting on Katrina/Hayden...I haven't seen the "real" thing,, all i saw was the dance dance "careless whisper"..This issue is getting controversial and the CHACHA issue was liek,, "mamaya na yang CHACHA,,Hayden muna tau"..
I was listening on MYMP's songs in imeem and t'was liek,, im very emotional now without any exact reason..Then I checked my new messages, some were spam and 1 msg.is from an alumnus in my alma mater now..I proceed to my comments and saw kwek's,wendz's,phrem's comment and i only replied to kwek saying "SPONSOR KANA KSI"..
Unfortunately, I clicked my "admirer's" account,,he was soo sweet,smart,gentleman,(more adjectives) when i realize i'm not part of his featured friends,, I said "yehey!nka move on na tlga xa,,tanggap na nia na d q xa like",, i was about to make comment when i saw his latest comment giver,,omfg!!i knw this gal,,tsk..she's my friend and when i checked her profee,,gaash!! my admirer and she are now in a relationship....why on earth i suddenly feel down?!this is sooo stupid..."it's supposed to be me"...bwahaha..andraama.,that admirer is my Mom's txtmate,good for them...maybe i'm jus d*mn stupid for letting go of things that loves me...but i don't have forreals feeling for him so why say "YES!",,i knw i've hurt him and i'm very guilty now..
I want to regret but the only thing I could do is to... BLAME MYSELF... :(

2009-05-15T14:09:00.001+08:00

O D E S S A
-.dess. anak . croixee .-
a random post for a friend at HEART

MEET DESS
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POV: I dunno how to begin this nakakapraning na blogeee post!!!!!!!

Q: Who's is she?
A: she's my ALIEN friend.

I'm being crazy AGAIN
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[D is not only for DAISY MAE but also for oDESSa]
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this post is mainly about her,HER and HER

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START NA!

dess? a very random girl (my impression) from our first conversation I had an instinct that she'll be my friend. an alien friend,why? coz' she's extraordinary specie (:eh:) not only she's pretty but she has everything that a "friend hunter" looks for..my impression for her is quite unbelievable but everything that i'm saying is for real..

you may ask how did we became friends,,it all started in a forum named FRIENDSTERTALK...i'm craving for hide codes at that time.
i joined an e-group named FRIENDSTERTALK UNIVERSITY [FU]...i was very inactive until one day,,i decided to post co'z im sooo bored..
then a member replied to my post,, that person's username is dess29,, her ava doesn't shows her face but at that time I bet she's gifted to have a pretty face..
all my friends are beautiful and handsome..if im not wrong t'was way back Oct.2008..she's FC [feeling close],,at that time i was very hyper.. with the forces
of FC + HYPER= supermega explosion that resulted in chit chatting in YM..she added me,,yeah..SHE..still her face was not shown in her ava..her name is ODESSA...new friend! yehey..!!seriously,i never thought we would be close as the closiest mighty bond and rugby..*exage.. our ever random friendship
started to bloom when i told her about my crush,from that day.. i became her nanay though she's elder than me..i am updating my life's status to her,,name it from my personal life,love life,studies,etc., i told her my kahibangan to her tatay..gosh!i'm loling now...when i remember my crying moments wid her,,talking and chatting in ym..im ssoooo moody and i thank her for understanding...duh!!!she's also moody...in short ANG MAG-INANG MOODY...she loves tochikka
abt her boylets.*kidding...we chat in FU until our hands and eyes are tired,.she's so special that i don't want her to be sad...but due to some technical difficulties..*huh? .. sometimes i'm the one who makes her sad, i remember t'was December and she left our group to transfer to her crushee'z group...
there were sleepless nights that i thought of her,because honestly,,it's ok for me to see her at that group.. what i don't like is that,,im afraid to lose her,to see her
getting close with some people..im afraid that's she'll forget me...*what a confession!!..she knows im selosa and some sorta things like that..it's been months our friendship started.,.there was a time, when i feel being deprived by her..she got new friends... yeah right,,i don't have teh right and left and authority...i cried and cried...when we have misunderstandings, it's very obvious "maxadong tipid siyang mag reply basta obvious kahit sangkatutak pang LOL ang nkkta q sa monitor"..we had many mini fights but thank GOD,,we've gone thru it all...i feel down when she's down,,specially when her filipino prof.wants to fail her grade or sumthing like that...she's superr crying and crying...i pity her,if only i could comfort her personally,,i'll do it for her...

about HER:
*she loves the color GREEN and ORANGE..kya nga yan ang kulay ng mga fonts
*she's green...*rated 18..bawal ang MINORS...xD
*adik sa manggang hilaw
*loves letter K *pandagdag post lng
*future accountant..she's an incoming 2nd yr.college stud.,,studyiing in Ateneo de Naga University
*Naga...she owns that place..hahaha..*gusto ko magpaturo sa kanyang mag wakeboard
*friendly*supeer lalo na pag nasa mood xah..gagaling ang sakit mo,,siya ang gamot..
*talkative ...*nyaar..chikadora,supeeer chismosa...dami nga niyang alam sa mga bagay bagay..
*secret keeper... online secret keeper ng bayan..kya nga minsan,,nahihirapan na xa..xD
*moody...sobra!! as in...happy then nagging dramaticon
*charo santos este MMK...grabe magdrama,well trained sa nanay nia..lol
*my kapatid siyang friend ko sa ym..*feel ko lang e.sali
*inloev sa mga loev songs
*matampuhin...*tampuroroot..nagtatanong sya ng mga tanong na d ko naman tlga alam...tapos pag cnabi kong d q tlga alam..MINSAN nagdududa
*english loever...* galit kay mr.profff dahil 86 grade nia
*mahal nia ako...*ulirang feeler...totoo naman db?
*hanep kung magmahal...kya boys!wag niong lolokohin yan,,,aq kakatay sa inyo
*my closest ONLINE/OFFLINE friend...*kahit ilang probz nang nangyari at dumating sa amin..
*croixee...tatay + nanay= croixee...*laglagan na!akong pasimuno sa lahat
*maganda...*ba't ngaun q pa to na type?asus...d lang maganda sa outside lalo na sa inside..
*my bestest friend....*it's true...
*marami pa akong ilalagay,,excited naq sa nxt part.. xD
*all-in-one package c odessa..*beauty,brains and attitude..boys?what are you looking for?apply now...xD
*cheerleader...*tsk..she cheers me up whenever i'm down...thnx
*toooot.toooot.memory gap
*eto pa pla... BRA,,ung sinusuot ng mga babae,,,bkit? SUPPORTIVE,HARD TO FIND and CLOSE TO YOUR HEART
*crayola siya..*lang hiya!she added color to my life... xD
*joker..pinapatawa nia ang kaluluwa ko kahit d nia sinasadya
*my lahing bakla
*lalaki sya..*sorry for laglagin u...lolx
*10....age ni Odessa...6 yrs.ago..xD
*angelic...*pwe..kng natutulog
*demonyita..*this is what im talking abt..haha
*speechlesss na ko...
*nxt part na
*lapit na FINALE...ndi sa friendship namin,sa blog post na toh

Excuse Letter..lol

Dear Odessa Nacario Talay,,
Sorry kung pinost ko full name mo. Pagpasensyahan mo na ang post na toh.maxadong magulo..Tulad nga ng buhay db?*anu?.. Gusto ko sanang English
lahat pero wala aqng enaf tissue dito kay taglish nalang. isa lang masasabi ko SALAMAT..joke! syempre marami...MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA ANAK,,pinapakain ka pa rin ba ng tatay mo?!sumbong mo un sa DPWH este sa DSWD o d kya sa Bantay Bata...Tagal pa bago ako maka uwi jan sa Pinas,
kelangan mag trabaho ng nanay mo para magkaroon ng world peace...*nababaliw...
Seryoso na to nak,,sorry sa lahat nang naging pagkukulang ko...pag uwi ko jan punta tau sa Mcdo,,*nababaliw part2..kahit wala aqng coke shirt,,ok lang
basta ikaw nanjan...ang sweeet ng nanay mo..ferr realz to..seryoso ako...*prepare for tissue..english na ang sunod.
I won't say that you should not change because changes are natural. all i want is for you to be happy.stay pretty,fab,glam...express yourself..if ever you need a friend,sister,boylet??,nanay, u can olweiz txt or PM me.. i hope our friendship will last.. hope you won't forget me till death do us part..*kanta?..as long as the word COMMUNICATION is alive, i'll find ways to keep in touch with you...knowing you is one of the most happiest moment in my life...no one can ever replace you in my heart..thanks for understanding my random attitudes...thanks for all the concern that u gave me.*grammar?..i won't forget you...u'll be in my heart,,sabi mo nga AFTERLIFE...*rawr..thanks anak.dess.croixee.
I LOVE YOU FOR REALS....

"ice cream melts but brings happiness"
friendship never fades and still brings happiness. : ]

05.02.09 random confessions

2009-05-02T21:18:00.003+08:00

i woke up at around 8:3o in the morning. nothing's new "mae,eat your meals a, take your vitamins, lock the gate" the daily reminders of mom whenever she goes to work. of the 3 reminders, the last one is my fave. i usually skip my breakfast,..after i lock the gate.tintinenen.. proceed to my parents room and start over using our computer. that pc is in my parent's room though all the files are mine. last night, i'm having a hard time on sleeping so i just thought of a good design for this blog. from vintage to emo to kikay to etc., until my eyes closed and entered the door of dreams. so this morning, i was browsing for good layouts, i already saved many templates until i saw this layout. the one that im using now. i just find it soo simple but nice. i had fun editing specially when i saw the javascript thing, no right click etc., i edited and edited ti'll i finished it. im soo blank minded again, it's kinda hot earlier but i didn't even bothered to use the aircon or the electric fan. save electricity, and save blog! wheee. im soo noob in this biz, yet i'm loving it now.writing thoughts of mine in the net since im a lazy tiny spider in writing using pen and paper. i was just roaming around the ol world, ftalk.fs.plurk.ym.,, kinda boring though but i'm loving this blog.
i ate my breakfast around 2:15 in the afternoon,, i ate a lot since i don't want to be awarded with tons of scolding phrases from my mother. den i washed the plates and went back to my pastime nowadays. 4 o'clock came and she's now at home. she went to teh church while im still stucked up infront of the monitor. duh?she's olweiz teasing me of rey.rey.rey.!no other name..argh!!she said we'll go to the boulevard after she joined the mass.. she also said that i'll change my clothes so that she wont wait when she comes back. im naughty and i didn't followed her..haha..labyuu smartbro though u sumtimes suck.!rawr.
we went to the boulevard and i met many if my friends, saying "hi daiz.heloo daisy,hey daiz!".. my mom is very mosa,, "mae,ur fans?" hahaha..maybe they just knw me coz im a member of the student gov.,, den she treated me in chowking.duh??im still gutom...she's so malambing,, we bought donuts + transfat..haaha.den went to the mall for grocery then came home..
what a day! monday is getting near...
*toodles.noodles

about them

2009-05-02T11:58:00.003+08:00

How will I start this next post?^{*malay namin sa'yo!} I'm confused on what to type, is it because of this extreme emotion that I'm feeling right now? or is it because of the blank mind that I have. One thing's for sure, idk what's goin on with me. Since I can't think of any interesting topic, I'll just share a story.

In a restaurant works a beautiful lass in the name of Mariz, she's soo talkative and friendly. She's one of the event organizer in that place. One day, a guy inquired about their catering services to Flor, Mariz's co-worker, he asked informations such as how much will the food cost per person, then here comes the epal Mariz "P100.00 pero kung walang ulo, 10.oo lang" then she proceeds to the kitchen. That someone was captured by the lass who interupted their talk with Flor. He asked the lass name and from that day he always go to the restaurant, not just to eat but to see Mariz. Someone's name is Darwin, a sweet and kind guy but a playboy. As he visits the restaurant, Mariz notices that almost every week, different girls is with Darwin. And for every visit, his heart stops beating whenever he sees Mariz, Oh! DESTINY, here comes Xhee, the best bud of Mariz and Darwin's close friend. She invited Mariz to go to the theater with her but what did happened was Darwin appeared instead of Xhee.lol. From then on, they become friends. Mariz said "What is you girl will see us together?", "I don't love her, I can break up with her anytime that I want because of YOU". Mariz just lol'd and didn't believed him but Darwin proves himself that he could change from a playboy to a faithful one. He helps Mariz's mom in cleaning their house and other house chores. Still, she has a doubt on Darwin's kindness, one day she visited Darwin's house and to her surprise she daw Darwin, doing the household chores, speak it from washing the laundry to cooking.
Day after day, both feelings grew stronger. After 3 years, they decided to get married. Until now, I don't know the other details of their story, how could I? When I wasn't born at that time.

It's Been A Year....

2009-04-28T15:13:00.000+08:00

NOSTALGIA...

rawr!! it's my 1st post on this love craze blog..today is April 28, 2009... it been exactly a year
since i got a chance to know the guy on the signature above.. gaaah!! i don't have to make
kaloka things about him..he's just whatever,tsk..maybe a whatever but a whatever who
caught my heart..here's a poem i made because of him..he is kuia pj, not just a crush
but also a dear at heart...my life is definitely colorful, i can't deny the fact that he was once
a part of my life...but MOVE ON DAISZ!!

p.s
he's not my boyfriend..he's my super crush.. xD

p.p.s
this blogee is all about gray, white, and black..

444 Miles Away
By: Daiszee Mae O. Tambolero

When I first saw you
I already knew
That you’re a blessing made from heaven
In ways that I couldn’t imagine

It was coup de foudre
But when we bid au revoir
That was a terrible dilemma
In my heart it was a denouement

Writing your pseudonym was my pastime
And before I slept tight at nighttime
I could think of our auld lang syne
You hugged me, I treasured it in my mind

Two months have already passed(sinulat ko to july,May 1 ang last naming pgkta)
Forgetting you is a must
Even if many keep saying “Past is past”
My feelings for you won’t die so fast

We didn’t have a more than friend relationship
All we had was a short but a good camaraderie
They say we had a good chemistry
But the future would be a mystery

My favorite number 8
Is now the digit that I hate
That thing that I dislike
Is the age gap between you and I

You’re 444 miles away from my place
That’s too far for me to chase
I’m still hoping and praying we could meet someday
Somewhere in the rendezvous when our two eyes first met